Curveballs

Having cancer and thinking I wouldn't have any curveballs thrown at me....Ha, what was I thinking! Not all are bad, and even if they seem bad at first they don't always end up being bad. Well, I'm feeling a little better these days about the whole thing, as well as you can feel I guess. I am sleeping a bit better and on a more regular basis so that is helping. Every time I go to the doctor I hear a bit more news about my cancer and surgery and possible treatment procedures. So now instead of trying to guess what will be, I listen, take it in, and determine how to deal with it. Putting myself first is hard along with not worrying about how everyone in my family is dealing with my cancer. It's the mom in me. Genetic testing is done, so now I wait for surgery and wait for the testing. In the meantime, I am concentrating on taking care of myself. Eating well, getting in a walk outside, and pampering myself too. I have control over those things, and that gives me the most peace.