I had a couple of rough days this week. As soon as I didn't react the way I wanted to, I began to beat myself up about it.
I know I've talked about having grace with yourself, and I sure didn't. I was tired. I had multiple days of late rehearsals, teaching, and 4 shows to play this weekend. I love it, but was tired. When I get tired (or in pain) I don't always make the best choices. I have never been a particularly patient person, so snap reactions are something I'm working on.
I am happy that I can recognize it though. That helps. I can then:
1. Get some rest
2. assess what happened(not perseverate on it)
3. Move forward with the knowledge that it happened and get back on track
4. Look around and Find Joy
It didn't take too much to find joy today. Our pastor was at another church this morning helping them with some church business, and Nate delivered the sermon. It wasn't one he wrote, but one that was written in the late 40's. He did such a great job and made this momma proud.
I have one show left to play for Pioneer's musical. It's been tiring, but that is a total Joy too. I'm proud of all of these students that I currently have or have had.
I am preparing for a good week. Full of hopes, possibilities and joy.
As always I hope you #findyourjoy this week!
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